So hi…

So…I kind of forgot to do an entry for the 30 things…thingamajigie on Friday, and I wasn’t able to get to a computer on Saturday since I was in Nebraska. So I think that, from now on, I’m just going to post them whenever I feel like it/remember/have the time. Because posting one every day is such a drag (points if you get that reference, but you probably won’t because I’m the only loser who uses it).

ANYWAY. Onto day two~~~~~

Describe 3 legitimate fears and explain how they became fears.

1. I fear getting married.

I feel like this is kind of an understandable fear. I haven’t had the best role-models when it comes to marriage. Plus, it just seems like it’ll end in divorce anyway. Or, I fear that I might end up marrying someone and end up unhappy later in life. I’m not saying that I won’t change my mind one day, but for now, it’s not for me.

2. I fear meeting new people/making new friends.

Yeah, this one might be kind of dumb, but there are SOOO many reasons. One, because I am painfully shy. I am so scared to go up to people and say something. Two, I afraid I’ll make a fool of myself and they’ll think I’m some weird freak and never want to talk to me again. I’d rather be happy in my bubble of lonliness than try and talk to someone new…

3. I fear growing up.

I feel like this is a common fear…but yeah. Even though I am soooo flippin ready to get out of this house it hurts, I’m still scared that I’m going to mess it all up. I don’t want to end up a bum living in my mom’s basement for the rest of my life, and I don’t want to end up unhappy. And I fear that’s what will come with growing up.

Uuggghh. I just need to skip to where I already have a job and family, so I can skip all of the awkward parts of being an adult.

Woooo~ there are my fears.

Please don’t make fun of me…